laundry deturgent appears to be the calpret on my discomfort. attempting to get health insurance from either st. joes or state/ medicade. other wise i am schtooped in paying a bill that will turn to be around $2fuckinmuch. simply iratationRASHinable. ahhh!!!!!!!!

breaking out from blanket/ dust all over my face and chest/ shoulder.

fuck me!

here we go again. another day that ends in y.

pretty gay to ok and should get better.

three days of work = a really shitty paycheck.

friday, day off, not a damn thing but waste time and money.

today, saturday, got hold of phil to orange a time 4 him to finaly fix my cuz's car, so i can start keeping more money for myself. i hate buying pepsi and cigarettes. BETTER note, seen and hung with the residents of the residential rose, aka old friends. atcom + tj's b-day party = pretty nifty. just sorry couldn't stay/ return. shit on my foot. and right now... bored as fuckdoin fifth wheel.

tomar, sunday, wake after only three to 4 hrs of sleep, as usual. i'm gon go mad, or die. help move tv + bed for friends jessie, get phils 1/2 black ass to fix cuz's car. prayting it is so action taken. and, finally make my way down to ham tram to attend the streetlight escape show.

now, attempt to sleep with loud ppl around. loud music, loud good music be fine but loud ppl,... oi. i just wanna sleep...

had the past four days off. was ok. met cordy's and mike's new gfs, a english guy and a couple other nifty ppl. hung out with some everyday friends and a dear friend that havent really hung out with in a great while. so half good was my time off work. chatted online to ppl for over like three hours. that was actually fun. inside joke created, good shit.

other half was rather redundent. was suppose to have my cousins car fixed so she can go search/ get a job and basic other shit. didn't happen. fuck! walked around a parkinglot for an hour looing for someone. the stste fair was gay, hell gabralters was better, sadly. oi and igh. now no money but like 10 for gas. for entire week.

todays out line...

got off work with the news of no work today (fri)  till tues. sweet ass.

dropped off cuz brandon and ll at anchor bay high for registration or somthin, foot ball i trust it be.

picked up check.

came home.

organized thoughts on weekend plans.

cashed check.

laid down the $$$ for rent.

went and hung with mike and cord... + others. 
*one of the others was a former guitar teach of cords'. that english guy is funny. talkin bout gay/ pedifile/ chinese dentist... and just crackin jokes. interesting fellow i might say.

got food at coney w/ mik.

got scared by a cop, 2x. sorta passed a red light right infront of him/ them, what ever. cop did nothing. i get about a mile up the road and see cop lights go off about 70 yards behind me, assuming that cop. but nada. then i had to shit really bad... fuckin coney burger.

oh yeah! did i forget to mention somehow $190 of mine has gone missing!? would have went for rent but... fucked. think a fuckin well known reddy ded broke in and stole the shit.

the truck runs once again... like shit... but it runs.

discovered some interesting historical info about a couple of my family members. oi... fucked up. 

seen a damn vulcan!!! no joke! went to "murray's" and some lady was dressed up in full effect "star trek: ds9" style woardrobe attire!! slicked down hair and thin eyebrows... most likely pointed ears as well. intriquing. 

my day was rather dull other then those tids.

i am not going to sleep today.

i will attemp like a mofo to get my truck running.

i will go to my family reunion.

i will fucking enjoy my mother fuckin day.

i will repost this on myspace.

and you will comment on it.

myspace in the mourning fucking sucks my dick and tickles my damn balls with razor wire!!! in other, simpler words... MOTHER FUCKER GO HOME SO I CAN CHECK MY MESSAGES!!!

oi... i am working to support three ppl here. i got bills up the ying and motha fuckin yang. how can i do this... idk, but i will fuckin do it to the best of my subteranian human ability can do. hail hail....

the weekend looks bright so far. not in weather but in eventage. just hope i aint got work sat. either way i should call off that day. FAM REUNIAN!! ppl that i aint seen since... hell who the fuck knows. will i remember them, prob not. but i and my cuz, bernice, are the significant black sheep of this courner cock slap fam. well us and the ever elusive drunk molester uncle, earl.  ha!! i found out that my fam is even more hickabily. two of my cousins are getting married.... TO EACHOTHER!! hahahahaha. well shit my step brother married my aunt... so, wth? anyway, my cuz is bringing her bf, whom is black. that piss in this fucked up asscrack fams face. and i.... well... time to get the fire started.

also this weekend plan to head out to the fair... if everything goes accordingly.

i need to go wash my balls now and sleep it off like a good little chipmonk. 

I just cracked my neck... and wait... wait... awwwwhhhh.... i farted too. TOODLES!! booshakah.

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got paid

went and perched household things: tp, toothpaste, soap...

also spent $35 on a cheap mp3 player. supose to hole 160... bitch only hold 80. oh well.

rest the day slept and was pretty much a waste. i need a effin ride/ car... in a dire manner.

cuz's dad, my great uncle had a stroke last night/ early this mourn while i was at work. he's still kickin but med sits.

cell phone is just fuckin retarded.

mikes new truck breaks down.

3x mis-understanding and drove around for over an hour .5 searching for them where they weren't.

so day pretty much a waste.

next saturday... i want to go to dirt fest, damn it! dillinger and many more rip-shit bands will be there. $22.50 for tickets... location: birch (something).

well work was rather interesting tonight/ last night/ this morning.

boss bitch guy yelled at me a couple times and... i pretty much got upiddy right back at him. wow!
"FUCKIN MOVE THE TUBE AROUND!!!"
"I'VE BEEN DOING THAT!!"
a few other interesting back talkings too. felt good. dirty prick.

oh yeah i cut a women/ girl's hand with my razor! not joking. of course i didn't meen to but, ha!

stood up for the vastes portion of the day, 11 hours. i hate the seat on my bike. like sitting on a pole. i fuckin hate bumps in the road. long/ short... my ass hurts like hell.

oi... still bleh feeling.

now i go get naked, get wet and touch myself allover.

oi.... sigh.

deprimide. want to get this one program that i bought rolling, realestate prog. but... idk.

probably going to junk my truck cuz there is no fuckin point in fixing this damn thing either. SON OF A MOTHER FUCKIN BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!

wasted money on a damn bike, $80. but, will use it to get to and fro work. after at leaste a week it will probably get stolen. what the fuck!

aw yes, discovered a unexpected suprize at meijers... my ex-wife works there. ha. irony. she was working the register right next to the line i was in. don't think she recognized me. oh well.

something... anything...

INTERNET.... PHONE.... CABLE.... being shutoff monday. damn it... damn it all to pittsburg!!

scabs are bleeding on my face and i am attempting to gage out my ear to a 00.

big ups to ATCOM for their show to be tonight.

still broken... i'm fucked.

blessed be

my truck.. is fuckin gay as hell! starter is basically falling off and wont allow the motor to turn over AKA... bitch wont start and stay running! have to keep pushing it back in to place and get under and re-screw it in. oh mother fuckin joy. another damn good week i'm havin so far... burn my face, truck fuck....

oh yeah! this whole truck starter thing happened and hour b4 i was to be at work... long short... 23/ gratiot, $3waste on payphone, no one has cell phone, get runnin, die again at home, show up to work at midnight/ 4 hours late. not to mention the looks and questions at/ about my pretty pretty face.

... tonight.... no idea yet if i am gone have to walk in 110 degree heat over 2 miles to work or what? but just like mr. travolta i'll be staying alive... or... at leaste i plan to. ah... fuck shit damn twat kiss piss fart lick!!!!!

my face is burnt. yay!! flamming head... went wrong... entertainingly wrong!! oh well.

i slept w/ dolly parton.

kelly is a funny ass drunk. lepard/ cheta blanket/ table cloth/ imagined dress. fuckin hilarious!